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Why don’t these Linktobers have more notes they’re all beautiful 🥺
I’m reblogging this one because it’s most recent, but look at their other ones too. They drew three of my favorite characters, Revali, Ravio and Skull Kid.
Now they just need Ghirahim and they will have a bingo.
Day 9 - Deity
The Fierce Deity. Peak design honestly
#you know I want you to look at them#because I don’t really do reblogs here#I have a whole separate page for that#but I want my few followers to see this#only 94 notes on one of them!!#I understand I’m only getting like 8#but that is a reflection of my talents#I have seen people with art nowhere near as wonderful as this#getting far more notes#so give this fella some likes and reblogs#hehe#I have done my duty#rainy out#linktober#linktober 2023#inktober#inktober 2023
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can’t tell if I’m mad that I still care about eighth as a character or mad that I care about him less
#star dorks#Inquisitorius tag#usual eighth complaining at it again#but goddamn 8+ years is a long time to go with only a few comic panels and a line of dialogue as supplements#and idk I think becoming obsessed with Keeve+Ceret+Terec is what started to kill it for me bc#their stories are going to conclude in thr next year yeah but this is after being main characters for the few before#and it is so *refreshing* to have my understanding of characters evolve and shift with new canon#and yeah I’d gotten that since but not with a proper character obsession in ages (hi voe. hardcase)#so to come back to eighth’s story where any development he’s had has been courtesy of inquisitor lore in general is just. oof#I still like him but I feel like I’m bleeding a stone sometimes#of course I’ve posted this same thing for like 4 years running but it’s getting older every year#sw negativity#also ntm that I finally really started caring about a sw tv story with the acolyte and. lmao.
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just another day wasting away in margaritaville trying to figure out how the actual fuck the Grand Army of the Republic is organized. send assistance i am shaking sobbing crying in a corner
#no like. does anybody understand it please help me#i get how it’s divided#i even made an entire flow chart#but it’s the numbering i’m confused with cause none of it makes any fucking SENSE#and i don’t know know if i just don’t know how military battalions are numbered but this makes less than 0 sense even if i did know#because like. ok so for example: the 327th star corps is in the 2nd systems army. but how is that possible? why are they called the 327th?#because there are 10 systems armies; each with 2 sector armies; each with 4 corps#and if i know math (which i occasionally do) that means there are 80 corps in the entire GAR (4 for each of the 20 sector armies)#so then HOW#is there a corps in the 300s#and that’s not even the worst example#okay so we all know the 212th? our most beloved attack battalion of gold babes?#they’re in the 3rd systems army which means they should have the 5th and 6th sector armies (1st system army has 1+2 2nd systems has 3+4 etc#but then they have the 7th sky corps. and if there are 8 corps per systems army and they’re in the THIRD systems army#how do they have the 7th corps? and how are they only the 212th battalion? cause there’s 512 battalions in the first systems army ALONE!#so either it’s straight up wrong and their battalion number should be more like 1212 (in the thousands!)#or each sector/sustems army has their own numbering of battalionsthat goes from 1-512; and same for their corps?#so it would be like ‘we’re the 404th battalion of the 6th corps of the 4th systems army’?#but then that still contradicts the existence of actual corps like the 91st mobile recon corps and the 41st elite corps!#so are there two different systems of numbering it? do corps and legions and battalions all number and name their divisions differently?#i wrote so much i ran out of tags but serious am i just dumb or am i right and none of this makes sense#i spent literally 2 hours getting distracted by this conundrum today#after spending 4 hours last night understanding how the army is divided cause i was curious about what the numbering meant#LITTLE DID I KNOW I MEANT NEXT TO FUCKING NOTHING#this is what happens when i get bored smh#if anybody understands military structure and im legit just missing something PLEASE tell me i am so curious#star wars#the clone wars#andis thought geyser
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Okay after freaking out about alhaitham it’s time to be neurotic again that girl is freaking me out sm :D
#like bro I don’t understand wallah I don’t#I’m so confused and it’s literally ruining everything#dora daily#AND I NEVER SAY WALLAH ABOUT ANYTHING THIS IS HOW BAD ITS RUINING ME AAAAAAH#on one hand she’s ignoring me on the other she isn’t and she genuinely doesn’t see any of my posts#on the other she just forgot#ALL OF WHICH ARE SHIT OPTIONS#IT ISNT FAIR#i even tried liking her posts to show her yo I’m alive in case she didn’t see#I TRIED SENDING HER AN ASK ABOUT SOMETHING WEEKS AGO AND SHE DIDNT REPLY#I am trying so freaking hard and it is not working#and it’s fucking me up because what the fuck did I even do man#I didn’t do anything different#why do people ALWAYS do this I don’t fucking get it#it would’ve been much kinder if she just dropped me from the beginning when I was so hesitant with her#before I got so attached because what she’s doing right now is literally not only torture but so incredibly cruel#like I was getting obsessed with this one girl at work once but she ghosted me relatively early on in the very beginning stages of my#obsession coming into fruition and guess what IM TOTALLY FINE WITH IT NOW#BUT SHE LET THE RELATIONSHIP DEVELOP FOR MONTHS#then introduced a third party then now she doesn’t even acknowledge me#she is making me sewerslidal and it’s literally ruining everything#any time I would try to study I think of her and it freaks me out#every time I try to focus I think of her and it freaks me out#even when I go to sleep bro#like 8 ish weeks ago or so it literally was making me so messed up that if I hadn’t gone outside for a necessary out of uni task then my dad#taking me sight seeing in said area I genuinely don’t know what would have happened#because the level of rage I felt or whatever it was#was the most insane form of genuine torture ever#THIS WHOLE POST SEEMS NEUROTIC AND I’m just like I don’t even know anymore man#but what do I even do atp like bro
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We’ve reached the point in the year for my engineering team that I’m just kinda watching everyone (but especially the grad students in charge of the team) slowly lose their sanity
#shoutout to the guy who spent like 8 hours yesterday tracing wires in the car#I’ve just been in my little arts and crafts corner with a hot glue gun prepping parts for casting#I had to grab something from the office this morning and I walked in and two of our grad students were arguing#about where to place some components and the options were put them in the drawer on the dash or just Velcro them inside the center console#I voted velcro paritally because it was described as a component sandwich#I think an important part of life is that sometimes you gotta get involved in a project that you know is going to be hell when you’re in it#but you’ll look back on it fondly#like yeah I’m having fun but I’m also spending 5 hours a day in the shop and staying up late to catch up on my homework and I’m very tired#my brain is filled with so many component acronyms#I only vaguely understand what a can bus is#it’s great I wouldn’t have it any other way
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J U S T D A I
#missed my oshi so i’m forcing y’all to look at him too~#not me thinking about dai instead of sleeping when i have only ~3 hours left to sleep lmaoooooo#it’s always dai hours <3 thinking about dai 25/8 hours/days a week g o—#i love him sooooo much y’all don’t understand—#he always chooses chaos and violence (love me a guy who shares my values like that yk—)#he’s a great artist and an even greater loser <3#he can be both cool af and super adorbs (megu would agree <3)#though!!!! i think he’d look super cool in a hakama!!!!! those always look great on tall people/dudes with good proportions#like there’s this ~2m tall guy in my club who moves soooo gracefully in his hakama while i’m just there like [steps on own hakama] [rips it]#so yeah!!!! ft4 new years event plspspspspspsps p l s get dai in a hakama i’ll pay real moneys to see that👀👀👀👀👀#‘dai’ly shitpost of the day
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#today on: Allie Liveblogs Her Parents’ Divorce:#two and a half fucking hour long phone call with my dad about how he thinks my mom is the problem#in the INSANE dynamic they have going on with his 24 year old lesbian employee who is LIVING WITH THEMMMMMMM#and him doing his signature I Am Just A Reasonable Man Perceiving The Situation Objectively shtick#us both mouthing I WILL KILL YOU!!!!!!!! at the phone#ohhhhhh he wanted us to say she should just get over her frustration and then there wouldn’t be a problem#and she shouldn’t be frustrated in the first place because the problems Aren’t Even Legitimate Problems Because They Could Be Worse#and like. my mom has been bringing up divorce to us since 2019 and he has expressed that he wants to improve the marriage recently#and they uh. got married due to a miscommunication and are entirely incompatible LOL like i’ve been Trying but this call made me feel like…#Its So Over My Dudes#but apparently he thinks their marriage is NOT on thin ice it’s a 9/10#revised to ‘idk MAYBE it’s an 8/10’ when he told us he doesn’t think. in 34 years. they have ever had a two sided conversation…#they Have Never Once Had A Conversation by his recounting. thats not true but it IS an insane thing to say STEVE#ohhhhhh he makes me mad ohhhhh i’ve been in my Dad Anger era for a couple months and he brought it to the SURFACE tonight babey!!!!!!!!!#ohhhhhhhh he does not respect his wife he does not try to understand her he does not think of her as a real person#and i mean. she’s nuts and takes her feelings out on everyone around her!!! she is only just now seeking to manage her adhd#but she tries so hard for him and he’s just. full of shit and i’m sick of him. ok cutting myself off but this has been:#ALHPD#which will be the tag now ig if anyone wants to mute LOL#ohhhhhhhhhh this has dealt me so much psychic damage i have so much evil energy now lmao#ohhhhhh 🔪🔪🔪👨🏻🪚🪚🪚#🔨🔨🔨🔨#🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪📈📈📈📈📈📈📈📈#ok that’s all
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Me knowing full well that the value of the yen in the csm universe is probably meant to be exactly the same as in real life it’s just that denji is chronically in hustle mode and will do the strangest things for an absolutely pitiful amount of money like being a human chair for the grand total of about one (1) American cent but liking to think otherwise bc if what the latest chapter implies that devil contracts are based not on actuality but on perception there’s no way I can imagine asa genuinely believing she can buy an aquarium for about seven thousand (7000) American dollars unless she has no concept of money which I doubt bc she’s not exactly rich herself unless you don’t have to genuinely believe something in order to affect the contract you can just pretend but that doesn’t really make sense to me bc then like. What Is A Devil Contract Anyway
#this is probably incoherent but it’s 3 am and it makes sense TO ME. if you don’t understand what I’m talking about that’s a you problem#.txt#csm#also it said the purchasing power of the yen is ~ the same in 1997 as 2022 so like that includes inflation as well#… I think#like the US dollar lost about 50ish % of its value since 1997#but the yen only lost about 5% in the same amount of time#so inflation is not really a big variable in this#like 7000 vs 14000 ur still not buying an aquarium beloved#sorry 400ish. or whatever. idfk I’m tired#*4000 UGH#sorry its late and also I’m doing this very surface level research on my phone and I can never keep track of research on phones I have to d#*do it on the computer if I’m gonna like look into it for real I always get mixed up if I look too many things up on my phone#I’m just going with VERY general numbers here#disclaimer 10¥ isn’t actually 1 cent it’s more like 7-8 cents I was just writing whatever but now im like what if ppl think im stupid#Dw I also think im stupid#🤡
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#get up get up get up#get going get going get going#get doing get doing get doing#get out get out GET OUT#SAVE YOURSELF#FORGIVENESS AND UNDERSTANDING DOES NOT EXIST IN THEIR CONTROL PRIDE MISERY ABD FAILURE#LIVE YOUR LIFE#FUCK THEM#THEY WILL ASK YOU WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING THEYLL TELL YIU TO BE QUIET YOU DID YOU DIED NOW AGAIN SPIRIT DEAD#I WILL REVIVE AND RESURRECT MYSELF THROUGH THE GUIDANCE OF GOD AND THE DESTRUCTION OF MY SPIRIT BY THOSE WHOVE CARED&LOVED ME & MY OBIDENCE#GET THEM OFF OF ME#I AM ME#I KNOW WHO I AM I KNOW WHO I COULD#BE#GET AWAY AND OFF OF ME NO COMMENTARY GIVE ME FREE#I DONT CARE ABOUT MOTHER OR FATHER OR FAMILIAL OBLIGATIONS#30 years and instead of help saving her family I wish I’d gotten thee fuck away#fuck saving those lepers those leeches I don’t even look like them my mom doesn’t even look like them#if my saving myself fails#I’ll burn their villages down while their stood in it or drain my blood of this dna and genetics#I love you mom I’m sorry you had to live so miserably I’m sorry I couldn’t make it better without signing my life away to your ways and plan#I wasn’t listened to or protected at 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 from the evil inside your people culture religion and tradition and community#at 31 32 33 34 you said I was the cause of all of it bc I didn’t listen#I listened for four years and it is only this month that I see why I was the victim of so many insidious permissible bc of country#it is bc of her blind loyalty love and survivors remorse trauma and willful ignorance and power and control and shame and optics of public#a public that prayed on her downfall and talked about her in disrespectful ways in their mother tongue in front of your only child as child#lolllllllllllll#I pray I redeem my spirit these past 4 years#I pray I save myself from this misery from this attempt at providing happiness stability saving#Godforbid I fail I pray for the courage to end my life before being forced to give it.
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Had to break lease on my apartment and need to be out by the start of January unemployed cause Amazon fucking killed what functionality was left in my body and I got like. A couple weeks to find a job or start the new year off homeless
#might have a roomate deal figured out tho#but only if I can get some income#I’m already gonna end up going negative#ghost rambles#anyways @ 8 year old me who couldn’t understand why people do drugs#I would like to introduce u to 21 year old me#who that’s what’s keeping me alive at least rn#I know I should get sober but that’s for a version of me that isn’t facing homelessness and in the worst health of my life#like at least getting high I don’t feel so much just how much pain I’m in#sorry this is depressing I realize#jus goin thru it rn yk#I’m doing what I can on the side for money rn till I can get a job again#and I’m not gonna lie by side work I mean like half of it is sex work#the people really like sickly trans people and they might be kinda creeps a lot of them#but their money is keeping me from starving rn so
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this goes after the tags below i didn’t wanna make a new post
they’re straight leg, not quite skinny but almost and very flattering wink emoji. no cap, corroborated by my darling ex-nothing, who also kept asking me where i got them except i think the brand is vintage or went bankrupt or something cuz i can only seem to find their stuff secondhand online and their only website is this old wix catalogue-type thing with no way to purchase products. he would look so good in these though holy shit. not that his jeans aren’t already extremely flattering. hate to see u go bb love to watch u leave, so much. how can you be so skinny and have such a nice ass, and then u decide to wear ur stupid size 28 jeans and walk around like that like it’s no big deal. i don’t understand. ur a horrid little homunculus especially designed to torment me.
i’m sleepy. and my legs still really hurt. i wanted to read some more before bed today but i’m probably just going to call it a night soon.
i forgot why i wanted to post this journal entry in the first place. just feels good to reflect and bitch ig. i love electronic music. i swear i’m not drunk rn, just really tired. too broke to be drinking
#having dinner rn#it’s a fish and some other stuff#howd this fish get to my plate#listening to music with my noise cancelling headphones#feeling grateful for this fish and music#pretty good day today#still listening to ‘yours ever’ by cocktail#what is it about music in a car that makes it sound so good#don’t hand me the aux i’m on day 400-something of being down more bad than i’ve ever been in my sorry fucking life 🤣🤣🤣#8:00pm god the sunset was gorgeous again today#these lyrics be real asf#love u with my entire heartttt take a knife to my it all four chambers only beat for uuuuu#wish y’all could understand thai my translation is rather inelegant#guitar solo in this song is soooooo good too wish it was longer#feeling optimistic about life rn#bitches will complete one difficult task successfully comma get positive reinforcement and be like maybe there is hope#i’m upstairs now#why do my legs and back hurt so much damn#thinking back prolly my posture. and sitting weird in chairs.#this bed is so nice.#my stuffed animals are so nice.#i miss my cat i wanna touch that beast#later tonight i’ll call him. he’ll be like mrraaaa and come running up the stairs like we haven’t seen each other in years#if i let him into my room too early he only wants to play his peekaboo game under the piano and i can’t get anything done#jesus my legs hurt#could it be my jeans cut off circulation#they’re not even that tight#shout-out to these jeans too#bought them secondhand from some guy in quebec off depop (bro put a candy bar in the parcel i’ll remember u forever angel)#best jeans i’ve ever owned hands down
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#I WILL NOT BE AFFECTED AND LET THIS HURT MY FEELINGS#new affirmation Not working#my best friend will always stay up to hang out with me and watch one tv show until about 8:30pm and then they go to bed#i get sad about it bc i work at a school so my schedule is v rigid and i teach drama so im always there way later than i should be#so when our schedules align and we both get home around 4 i’m excited to hang out but by the time we do chores andeat dinner and everything#they’ll only stay up for one show episode and maybe only half#most of the time i don’t care bc i understand that they’re tired after work- i am too#but it feels sometimes like i’m not worth the effort to push through tiredness to hang out and everyone else is#personal#delete later
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op is insane but all the people in the notes warming their cereal are outright sociopaths
#8% of you need jesus#actually probably more like 7% given how many people said they misclicked on milk first#also logic i don’t understand is ‘milk first so it doesn’t get soggy’:#HOW SLOWLY ARE YOU POURING??????#like if my cereal is sitting there in the bowl. and i pour my milk over it#that’s about like 5 seconds to pour the milk and maybe another 3 or 5 seconds to put it back in the fridge#like sogginess does not. happen that quickly#poll#food#people warming up their cereal actually making me want to gag tho. tf is ur problem#are you confusing cereal with oatmeal????#also the few doing like yoghurt instead of milk or adding cocoa powder ??? why?????#i also don’t understand the concept of ‘milk first for the second bowl’#like first of all i rarely ever get seconds w cereal#second of all i always drink the cereal milk. it’s good the first time but why would i want to put new cereal over old cereal milk#drink up start fresh#but yeah i’m mostly baffled by how many people claiming milk first or only pouring cereal a bit at a time#makes it less soggy#i don’t think 8% of you know what ‘soggy’ means!!#you need like complete saturation and an actual physical breakdown of the food for it to be Soggy#it doesn’t happen instantaneously
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Hate listening to myself speak
#ahhhh#8 hours of this torture guys. I’m only an hour through#talked to someone who was there the day this was recorded and asked for feedback#and he said ‘well you get visibly (audibly) frustrated very quickly but we were like laughing about it’#and first of all#RUDE of u to laugh when I’m stressed#second of all MAYBE IF EVERYTHING HADNT GONE WRONG ID BE NICER#anyways listening to myself. and god sometimes I sound like such a bully#except I have the voice of a 12 year old girl so it’s more just#petulant#but the funny thing is people do listen??#I asked politely and my superior went mmm not really feeling it#and then I asked again not so politely except I didn’t even ask I just told him I was doing it and he went oh ok I understand#like he’s so calm and chill and I’m STAMPING MY FEET#sigh#didn’t realize I was capable of this much inflection#so glad we don’t have video!#update got to the part where I dropped all my papers FREAKED out and frantically tried to find the one number that was somewhere in them#and instead of saying that one number I said five#and my guy was like. um can I have one number please
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Food prices being jacked up because you’re ordering delivery annoys the SHIT out of me because it’s always been like yeah it’ll be more expensive because we’re getting it delivered, we are paying for convenience, no worries
Now it’s like yeah the delivery fee is $5-10 but actually your whole bill is like $20-30 more expensive MINIMUM, your burrito bowl or whatever is like $8 dearer because you’re getting delivery like everything SUCKS
#delivery services all over the place now so they have competing prices#delivery services take a cut from the restaurant so the restaurant has to charge more#the driver still has to be paid#like delivery was supposed to be one of the bonuses to moving here bro it’s not fucking worth it#like I would understand an extra dollar or something added to each menu item but shit is getting ridiculous#like one food item went from $20 ish the other week to $28#last night we had a later night so we ordered food and the difference was literally $30 between delivery and pick up#even tho delivery fee was only gonna be like $8#and like going to the supermarket costs the same anyway right now it’s not even like ‘well you could’ve cooked’#yeah we could’ve and we STILL would’ve spent the same amount#we cannot keep doing this bro like collectively how can we keep paying this much for food#which we need to not die like it’s one of the very first things on the list you need to not die#I’m tired
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i know i’m just spiraling bc my period is on its way like next week but like god i wish i didn’t lead just a depressing life, no matter how hard i try
I genuinely feel like i have no future where i’m happy and satisfied and it sucks man :/
#abc shut it#i just need to get over myself and try harder and maybe things will be better but god#i really don’t see how things Get Better like i’ve been telling myself that literally for like 11 years now when does it get better#like get over urself ppl have war in their countries#and you’re worried abt what? if you’re gonna ever going to truly feel happy again like when you were 8-10#that you have to just accept your life will be mediocre and everyone around you succeededs bc they magically just understand#and no one wants to help you now that you’re starting to fall behind#i’m so lost and the only advice and ‘help’ i get is just do it#but when i do it it’s wrong#i really feel like offing myself is like my only option instead of staying misreble#bc there is just something fundamentally wrong with me#i can never do or say anything right and i can’t make friends#vent
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